Human Being or Human Doing?

Joshua Sundquist, a young writer from Virginia, penned these words:  ...Stress has forced me to step back and reconnect with the things that do give me peace: going on walks, reading books about spiritual matters, journaling, spending time with family and friends. In short, I've been trying to become more of a human being, instead of a human doing."


Those words hit me right between the eyes. And, I must ask myself this question: Have I become a human doing, and completely lost sight of how to be a human being? Further, if I am a human doing who is in constant motion, how can I expect God to speak to me when I am obviously too busy to listen?


On this very evening, a dear friend spoke some wise words as we discussed via text messaging how there is always more that needs to be done. Patti gave me permission to share her thoughts. She said that life is too short to limit ourselves to only things that need to be done. It is important to sometimes allow ourselves to do things that we want to do. In Patti's words, "I think I am finally learning, after all these years, the important things. It is not money or what you have; it is special times with friends, a smile, just enjoying simple pleasures like sitting on the deck listening to the birds.." Patti is a strong, intelligent, creative woman who has figured out what some of us strive for a lifetime to learn.


In the 23rd Psalm, David writes, "He leads me beside the still waters." Then, it should be no great surprise that the next verse says, "He restores my soul." Is it possible that we need a time by the quiet, still waters in order for our souls to be restored? It occurs to me that, when I am in perpetual motion and always thinking of what I need to accomplish next on my endless self-made list, there is no hope of my soul being restored.


The good news is that there is a Shepherd Who majors in restoring hope to the soul. As Max Lucado says, "The jungle is still a jungle. It hasn't changed, but you have. You have changed because you have hope."


Maybe, just maybe, I need to give myself permission to spend some time by the quiet, still waters or in another quiet place that nurtures my soul. And, I am seriously considering tossing that endless list that I have made, as I don't want to spend the rest of my life being a human doing instead of a human being. 


Lord, restore my soul.